Have you ever wanted something?  Me too.

I wanted something and honestly, I thought it was mine.  I had worked toward the goal.  I’d proven I could handle it.  I’d gone above and beyond.  But it didn’t matter.

I didn’t get it.

No reason.  They just didn’t want me.

It hurts.  It frustrates me.  It makes me flat out mad.

But life will go on.  I’ll get over this.  I’ll move on.  I know God has a bigger plan.  This little bump in the road didn’t take Him by surprise, but it surely did me.  Not only did it take me by surprise, it hurt like heck!

But right now, today — I’m hurt and I just want to hit something.  Oh, if only I had a Ouiser Boudreaux!